I wrote this piece just after I was accepted into my top choice university. Due to the intense application process, I hadn't really ever stopped to think about why I had chosen to apply for the school, or why I wanted to be there, I just knew that it was where I wanted to be. More importantly, it was where I felt I need to be. However, I also often struggle to convey my emotions and be vulnerable, and my little experience in C++ programming provided what I thought was a really intriguing platform I could use to really dive into those feelings of confusion and excitement and anxiety.